Wednesday, April 13, 2011

My dirty little secret

When I sleep I dream and I take him with me.
I appear lost in a whirlwind of emotions, confused but intrigued.
He approaches me.
I can feel the softness of his touch, the strength in his arms, and the taste of sweetness on his lips.
His warm embrace clears my mind and I am his.
Passion being the very beginning, the tip of the fire between us.
I Breathe.
Completely free of the world behind me, the concerns and the worries, melt away as though they never existed.
I yearn for his breath on my face and his hands on my body.
To touch him, to love him as only I can, giving over more and more of myself.
Don’t stop, please don’t stop, I need you like the air in my lungs or the heart that beats in my chest.
The fullness of him fills me so that I feel him everywhere; my skin begins to tingle with excitement, as his aroma fills the air.
Take me away with you; keep me protected in your grip.
Sweat trickles down his brow, I feel the moistness on my neck, taste the salt on his skin.
He is beautiful.
I hold my breath in anticipation as we reach that single moment where nothing else matters …
And then, when least expected...
It is morning, the sun has risen and the day has begun.
And my sweet dirty little secret is gone.



Tuesday, April 5, 2011

I need to Breathe

Scream! Shout! Kick! Fight !
you have every justification, you have every reason.
Scream until your lungs turn into raisins and your lips go numb,
SCREAM until your body begins to shake and your eyes tear up.
scream until someone hears you.
It's not your fault, you didn't deserve it!
so SCREAM at that abusive relationship,SHOUT at that job you hate and that boss who mistreats you,
KICK,FIGHT that situation that seems to have no resolve.
Get it all out!!
now breathe, wipe your face and just keep walking.